Sunday, July 19, 2009

fried blackberry pie and full circle organic fat free milk

Can there be any felicity superior to that? surely losing the weight I want, would be. I just keep on with it though. I dont know whats wrong with me. I am now at the weight I was before starting my vacation 182. I hate myself sometimes. I worry that this is going to keep on and on and on, in spite of my Jillian Michaels book I bought and all the fresh veggies in my fridge. AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I am going to watch a Jane Austen movie and go to bed. In the words of Scarlett: "I will think about that tomorrow."

"After all....After all, tomorrow is another day."

1 comment:

  1. I don't mean to be a therapist but do you ever wonder if maybe you secretly don't want to lose weight? Like maybe you use it to protect you from your fear of the sins of the flesh? Sometimes we humans are quite good at self sabotage. Maybe hypnosis would help?